Tragic Turn of Events / Move Pen Move (Dan Mangan Ft. Shane Koyczan)
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This song is easily the most powerful and moving song I have ever heard. The beat poetry of Shane Koyczan and the amazing voice of Dan Mangan really do it justice (I like this version more than Shane's original Move Pen Move). I first heard it live at a Dan Mangan show (the one in the video) and it brought nearly the entire crowd to tears. The message of the song is pretty easy to find, and it isn't very complicated, word wise, but it is the most powerful song, in my mind, in existence. The guitar and beat are simple, but the words are what gives this song the emotional power it has.
In a nutshell, it's about somebody who has to watch his mother die. They leave eachother early to travel and go on adventures, their lives "an anthem composed of words like "gotta go." ".
What I can't get over, every time that I listen to this song, is the power of it, and how much it means to me. I haven't ever had such a personal experience, but I can empathize with Koyczan, because his power over the English language really describes the pain of loss.
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Unnamed story - written in September of 2009
I landed on this island in a semi lucid dream-like state. A house sits in front of me, desolate, and rotten. Only paint, gasoline, and steel buckets await me. They serve no purpose, and nor do I.A deserted sand path, riddled with jutting rocks, and grimy, drab, water pan out behind the house. A cave, hiding in the darkness, off in the distance, and a light brown pond.d I spread my arms, and the cave opens to me. The weather is cold, dark. In the night time, water laps in to the cave, at a high tide. At a low tide, I can almost make it to the abandoned house, the tide is so low. I burn my books, my belongings, my loves, and my labours inside this cave, as ashes are, Forever lost. They burnt, kept me warm, inside my own mind. Thinking, always thinking.
I walked the land, unknown of this lump of earth's latitude and longitude, barren, as it is, endless and dark inside my own clustered, confused head. I have been here before, perhaps many a time, it is not foreign to me. Twenty-One letters, twenty-one lies, and twenty-one confessions of a once forgotten truth. I folded them up, one by one, into little paper boats. I cast them into the sea, endless in its complexity and watched them shatter; watched them sink into the dark sea. My own armada. I have been here, in this eternal twilight before.
I remember the crash, and I sat there, paralyzed, and as you lay motionless. They cut you out of the car. Blood everywhere. The spiral downward, into and endless hole, a pit, perhaps, of bones and disease. The engine lay strewn onto the tarmac, like an ocean of black seeping out from under an oil drum. I was once fearing for your life. Now I know.
I attempted to climb the mountain today, with my leg, being a bright, glossy pink color. I believe the Femur to be shattered, like my memories of you, and of everything. The pain washes over me slowly, like a wave from a low, leaking tide. Finally, the medical supplies I swindled from the cabinet come to their true use. The pain is unbearable, rendering me blind for what feels like days at a time upon this endless climb towards what my mind believes is freedom. Atop the mountain, I see not salvation, no forgiveness, but a view into an abyss. I only see the endless dead pastures. A misty abyss. I cannot leave this island, I am trapped inside.
I remember when I awoke on the hospital bed. The very first thing I saw was a blinding light, and indescribable shapes. They milled about, bent down, and turned around, as if it was a dance. It reminded me of a hole in the bottom of a well. Looking up, seeing a blurred spectacle. Shapes milling about, but I can not determine if one is you.
My painkillers are running low. I eat them in amounts unmeasurable. They keep me lucid in my pain induced stupor. I do not know what reality is any more. What is latitude, and what is longitude? I climb, endlessly up, follow paths, and see new areas. The patterns on these walls inside my own personal island cave are familiar? Have I been here before? Have you been here before? I know not your name; I know not your face. You are familiar to me; here I wait for you. Here in these caverns painted red with my own fleeting blood.
I do not need food, I do not need water. I only need your memory, to guide me within these hallowed halls, these hallowed paths. I only need your memories for sustenance. I look along the caves, to see if I can see Michael's nail carvings. I know I will not find Donald here; he has passed into another realm. People, names, and faces. I don't know, any more, if they are real, only that they exist to me. I only need the whispers of your humanity and love to keep me going.
I fear I will not last much longer. The pain from my shattered femur is never ending. The bone poking out of my skin, blood matting my skin, darking my clothes. The painkillers do nothing any more. This may be my last whispered breath. As I sit here, wasting away on this shoreline. I have retreated back to my house, forever lit by the everlasting moon. I lay panting on the rusty, dirty cot that is in the corner, forever painted a dark, blood red. I hear out of the distance, a fog horn. I think I am saved. I hear the voices of people, of yelling. They see the blood in the water. As I slip into an everlasting slumber, I hear the horn. The vessel has passed.
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